May 2012
12 posts
I want to be with someone
Who will build a fort and spend the night in it with me.
Who will go to the park in the middle of the night with me and we can play and have it all to ourselves.
Who will miss me as much as I miss them and want to spend as much time with me as I do with them.
Who will give me flowers or surprise me for no reason except that they love me.
Who will take a drive with me just to drive.
Who will...
How can you miss someone and hate them so much at the same time?
Friends and other distractions can only keep the pain away for so long. It just keeps coming back.
How could he do this to me?
I WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM MY HEAD OFF RIGHT NOW! I want to go up to his face and scream at him. I want to call him a dick. I want to slap him and hurt him as much as he hurt me.
I really thought
that he was the one. That that was it. That he was going to be the rest of my life. We made so many plans about our future. I feel like my future has been taken away from me. And that is part of what hurts about this whole thing.
I’m so hurt. So hurt. I don’t understand how someone could be so heartless and thoughtless.
My friend at work is getting married and she was talking about...
My faith
That anyone can remain faithful in a relationship has been broken. I don’t think I’ll be able to trust anyone again. And I have absolutely no respect for anyone who does this to someone they love.
I can’t believe it’s taking this long to get over. I feel like it’s been forever. But every time I think I’m all better, I start crying again.
I miss being in love...
These past 3 days
Have been the longest days of my life. I can’t help but feel like he did it on purpose. He still hasn’t apologized. He’s not the same person to me anymore.
But I miss the old him so much. Everyday for more than a year, there was something that had to do with him. He gave me the Tangled soundtrack and that movie is a love story so that makes me sad.
I’ll miss the way we...
So hurt. Can't sleep right now.
I can’t believe he did this to me. At least I had the decency to break up with Andrew before I went out with Joey. But no. He decided to actually get drunk with the person he started liking. And ended up making out with her. It really goes to show you. ANYONE can cheat. It doesn’t matter how secure you feel in the relationship or how much you trust them. It doesn’t even matter...
